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♥ Saturday, April 24 ♥
havin acc tuition soon.
went monks yest. had an intention. to drink n cry my eyes out.. didnt drink in the end.. didnt feel like drinkin. cried thou. tried chasin away my sorrows.. but i failed.. fuCkEd uP life of mIne... *aj* came down fer awhile. but i told her to go home. she hadta go to work at 8. juz had nothin to talk to her about. din wanna tell her how i was feelin. didnt noe how to put it. my words juz disappeared at the sight of her. coz her presence melts my heart. at all times..... whenever i see her.. i always had this urge to run to her.... & tell her tt i love her a hundred billion times. but i juz cldnt.. there's somethin missin.. but i dunno wad.. i feel miserable.. all becoz of my ignorance. but my actions saddened her. wad can i do?i dunno how to react. with this fragile heart.... i dun wanna break it.... its been broken many times before... i shall be tt way. until the missin part is found.... ________________________________________________________ there's sumone...who's playin with my heart.. or rather...who played with my heart.. i fell fer her.. she told me she likes mi.. rubbish... but.....she means nothin to me.. *aj* means much much more... she was there yest... din realli wanna talk to her.. but she kept askin mi y i din wanna talk to her.. so in the end...i did.. her ex came too... wadeva dude... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ saw *beeti & anna*,*welis*,*xiao xin*,*bj*.. arh..the usual ppl.... was talkin to *beeti* n all.. crazy *beeti*..realli had nothin to do.. pinched mi..... -cRiEs oUt iN pAin- i've gotta blue-black on my arm... *sOb*...... very round summore.. her skill of pinchin...powerful.. didnt enjoy myself one bit..... after monks.. *bj*,*cal*,*kian n serene*..blah blah.. went golden cafe to eat.. i ate too... slacked abit.. after tt...*bj & cal*n me went home together... maybe meetin *martina* later.. muz see first.. i shall take my leave.... as my presence.. cannot be tolerated... | sAdDeNeD | -uSeLeSs gUrL-  left her thoughts ♥ 10:59:00 AM
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